To my utter astonishment, I am actually halfway through the rewrite of the 2nd book. I maintain this book is stronger than the first. It feels fantastic to be writing again! My plan, when finished with this rewrite, is to find a writing class, possibly at PCC, and attend book publishing fairs in the hopes of generating interest and meeting the agent or publisher that can make things happen for me. I also really want to learn screenwriting because when this is finished, I have a great screenplay in the works.
Last week and this, my fantastically great friend Jeni Bellcour, who lives in Denver, and with whom I grew up in Minnesnowta, is in California for work. We've been able to see each other twice at length and she will come to stay with me on Friday before she leaves early Saturday morning. It's been so fantastic to spend time with her! We saw the movie Tangled, which was really good! I love how kids movies always have a lot for the adults to enjoy these days. For us, we get double the pleasure by getting in touch with our inner kid and enjoying a few sophisticated jokes just for us on the way. In this pose, she is mirroring a statue which is behind her, but I had to cut the statue out to make the picture smaller.
The day after Jeni leaves, my mom will visit again for a few days before she catches her ship for Around the World again this year. We'll have a bit of Christmas and do some shopping.
My house has really taken shape. Most everything is done, but I decided to do a bit more painting. One wall in the living room (purple, of course) and some trim in the bathroom (red and gold). Going to try to get that done before Mom comes to visit. Also, my bed frame still isn't built. Probably will do that between Christmas and New Year, when there are less students.
Started a great family with 3 kids last night. 2 piano, 1 violin, but I think the older girl wants to play violin instead. I hope she does. Seems like she'd be happier with that. Have 2 more beginning cellos coming on board in January, and a returning student from a few years ago, a boy I absolutely adore and have missed a lot and I usually don't take kids back and he plays guitar, but I adore this kid so much that I'm going to take him anyhow! I just hope I can fit him in the schedule. He'll make #43.
And now I present...a little teaser from Book 2:
“I think it’s time I met your family,” Jack Franklin said to the love of his life, Elizabeth Hennessey.
She scoffed. “Why?”
“You’ve met my family!” he reminded her. For two blissful weeks over the holidays, they went to Jack’s family estate near Reading in Berkshire in England. His parents died several years ago, but she met his sister, her husband and her two daughters and several other members of his extended family. “When is the last time you talked to them?”
“I talked to Dad last month for about a minute.”
“And the others?”
She shook her head.
Jack couldn’t imagine having so little contact with his family. “You haven’t seen him in how long?”
“Last summer. And you haven’t seen your family in three months either.”
“Lizzie!” He clicked his tongue. “I can’t imagine that, you know. Not seeing your family on purpose.”
“Well…you like your family.”
“You really don’t like any of them? Why not?”
Elizabeth sighed and played with her sandwich. “I’ve already told you a lot about them. My mom isn’t nice, and my dad is a pushover; my little sister is a troublemaker, Charlie is completely withdrawn and aloof, and Will’s in Denver at school and he’s a stuck-up snob. I don’t really get along with any of them except Dad.”
“They all seem to have glaring faults, don’t they?”
She grimaced at his implication. “I don’t have anything in common with any of them.”
“None of them are musicians like us?”
“I think Charlie plays a little guitar. But no.”
“So, they’re not like you; they don’t like music. Don’t they have any redeeming qualities?”
She stared at him and stated, “You think I’m judging them.”
“Even murderers have something you can like about them.”
“Oh, don’t even say that,” she scoffed.
“It’s true.”
“Yes, but at the very least that makes my mother less likeable than a murderer!”
“There’s got to be something about her you like.”
“No. I really can’t stand her.”
“Do you love her?”
“Of course, she’s my mother but that doesn’t mean I have to like her."
My latest creative endeavor, to become a published writer, and the trials and tribulations.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Sooo Busy!!!
I MOVED! I now live in Pasadena in a little house (duplex) on Maple Street. There are so many things I like about being here that I didn't have in my old place! I'm closer to students, not on 2nd floor anymore, washer & dryer in unit, new fridge, fireplace, garage (shared), recycling...the list goes on! Not really any disadvantages. I didn't get wood floors, 2 bedrooms or a/c, but it worked out great anyway!
Mom was here and an immense help to me! She contributed a great deal financially, emotionally, physically, and I can't thank her enough! I'm very lucky to have her!
I got a new bedroom set, had to get some new storage cabinets for the l.r. because my entertainment center wouldn't come out of my old place and we had to break it apart and throw it away. My bedroom, once it's finished, is going to be gorgeous!
Our fall recitals are tomorrow. Most of the kids are playing well, but there are a handful who aren't taking it seriously enough and it vexes me a bit that their parents won't get on board. Next recital if the kids' songs aren't memorized a week before the show, I'm going to axe the songs. It's not just that it has to be memorized by the recital, it has to marinate in memorization for a bit, or the memory will fail. They don't get it. I really want these kids to have a good experience and I try to do everything to provide that, then they don't do the work and bomb and blame me. I can't practice for them. Maybe having a not-so-good experience is the only way they will learn that lesson. I just hate to see it happen.
Writing has not happened in a month or two, but it will. Once I get settled, I'll get back on the wagon. I really have high hopes for the second book and am thinking about re-hashing the first book. I am trying to read more and more books in my category and I'm finding they're not as well-written as mine and the characters aren't as interesting. I hope I can find a publisher who agrees with me!
Mom was here and an immense help to me! She contributed a great deal financially, emotionally, physically, and I can't thank her enough! I'm very lucky to have her!
I got a new bedroom set, had to get some new storage cabinets for the l.r. because my entertainment center wouldn't come out of my old place and we had to break it apart and throw it away. My bedroom, once it's finished, is going to be gorgeous!
Our fall recitals are tomorrow. Most of the kids are playing well, but there are a handful who aren't taking it seriously enough and it vexes me a bit that their parents won't get on board. Next recital if the kids' songs aren't memorized a week before the show, I'm going to axe the songs. It's not just that it has to be memorized by the recital, it has to marinate in memorization for a bit, or the memory will fail. They don't get it. I really want these kids to have a good experience and I try to do everything to provide that, then they don't do the work and bomb and blame me. I can't practice for them. Maybe having a not-so-good experience is the only way they will learn that lesson. I just hate to see it happen.
Writing has not happened in a month or two, but it will. Once I get settled, I'll get back on the wagon. I really have high hopes for the second book and am thinking about re-hashing the first book. I am trying to read more and more books in my category and I'm finding they're not as well-written as mine and the characters aren't as interesting. I hope I can find a publisher who agrees with me!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Lots to say
I haven't blogged since July!
My book is sort of on hold - haven't been writing much or submitting to agents because I am finally making the move to the Pasadena area to live closer to my work. I've begun packing a bit and am planning to move November 1st. I can't really look for a place til October, but I'm getting all my other ducks in a row in the meantime. My mom is coming to town when she gets off her ship contract in late October and will help with the final packing and I'm hiring a moving company to get me there. I'm hoping for a 2 bedroom, ground floor in Pasadena, but possibly in Eagle Rock or Altadena because I'm finding Pasadena is just a little too pricey for me, unless I live in the hood and I'm really trying to escape the hood, having now lived in it for 12 years. Yes, October 17th marks 12 years in North Holly-hood.
I like change and I'm really looking forward to this move. My dream move would be to London, but I'd have to win the lottery to pull that off! And frankly, I don't play the lottery very often (although it only takes once, doesn't it?)
My students are doing so well! I've had a goal since teaching full-time in 2008 that I wanted 40 students and I now have 40. We're in the beginning stages of planning the fall recital. Have had some kids recently switch from piano to a stringed instrument, which I love! And I'm phasing out teaching guitar, which I don't particularly love. I have some kids who have been with me 2-4 years now who are really getting quite good and some who were slacking and have turned things around due to some very supportive families. It couldn't be better! I'm very lucky!
My most recent thoughts in regards the book are that it covers too much for 223 pages. I really wish it could be longer and go into more detail about the characters' thoughts. Maybe I need to cut dialogue and have more exposition. The comment has been made that it reads like a screenplay and that's been something I like about it, but at the same time, the books I read have way more exposition (and are much longer) and then I think, "Maybe it should be more like this." I think the 2nd book doesn't have that problem, although the revision is only about 1/2 done.
I've also been writing some scenes that aren't in the book (things like Jack's perspective, which isn't included in the first half, and some of his background story). That's fun, but doesn't contribute that much to the process because it won't see the light of publication.
So after I move, I will resume the process full-swing. I need to find a way to make some legit connections to publishers/agents. I don't think these blind submissions will get me anywhere. That sort of success is attained through who you know. I wish I was better at "knowing" people! I'm well aware of the fact that I should get out more, but it terrifies me.
My book is sort of on hold - haven't been writing much or submitting to agents because I am finally making the move to the Pasadena area to live closer to my work. I've begun packing a bit and am planning to move November 1st. I can't really look for a place til October, but I'm getting all my other ducks in a row in the meantime. My mom is coming to town when she gets off her ship contract in late October and will help with the final packing and I'm hiring a moving company to get me there. I'm hoping for a 2 bedroom, ground floor in Pasadena, but possibly in Eagle Rock or Altadena because I'm finding Pasadena is just a little too pricey for me, unless I live in the hood and I'm really trying to escape the hood, having now lived in it for 12 years. Yes, October 17th marks 12 years in North Holly-hood.
I like change and I'm really looking forward to this move. My dream move would be to London, but I'd have to win the lottery to pull that off! And frankly, I don't play the lottery very often (although it only takes once, doesn't it?)
My students are doing so well! I've had a goal since teaching full-time in 2008 that I wanted 40 students and I now have 40. We're in the beginning stages of planning the fall recital. Have had some kids recently switch from piano to a stringed instrument, which I love! And I'm phasing out teaching guitar, which I don't particularly love. I have some kids who have been with me 2-4 years now who are really getting quite good and some who were slacking and have turned things around due to some very supportive families. It couldn't be better! I'm very lucky!
My most recent thoughts in regards the book are that it covers too much for 223 pages. I really wish it could be longer and go into more detail about the characters' thoughts. Maybe I need to cut dialogue and have more exposition. The comment has been made that it reads like a screenplay and that's been something I like about it, but at the same time, the books I read have way more exposition (and are much longer) and then I think, "Maybe it should be more like this." I think the 2nd book doesn't have that problem, although the revision is only about 1/2 done.
I've also been writing some scenes that aren't in the book (things like Jack's perspective, which isn't included in the first half, and some of his background story). That's fun, but doesn't contribute that much to the process because it won't see the light of publication.
So after I move, I will resume the process full-swing. I need to find a way to make some legit connections to publishers/agents. I don't think these blind submissions will get me anywhere. That sort of success is attained through who you know. I wish I was better at "knowing" people! I'm well aware of the fact that I should get out more, but it terrifies me.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
A great week!
I know, this blog is supposed to be about my book, but I've been writing a little of the main characters' backstories, which is kind of fun, but not very productive. Haven't submitted to any agents. Gotta get back on that.
On Tuesday, I got some great news. I went to court for my business a few weeks ago and the outcome was entirely favorable, as predicted. This has been a long battle, and I was fairly confident all along, but you never know what a judge will say. Anyway, all is well and I am happy to move forward with a clear head about it.
I am beginning the process of moving to Pasadena, which I've wanted to do for a long time. Have to save quite a bit more money, but now I can see the light at the end of that tunnel. I've wanted out of North Hollywood for several years - it's scary here sometimes and I have a couple of very strange neighbors and there is violence from time to time. Pasadena is nicer, cleaner, safer, beautiful and where I work! I've been perusing rental postings and it looks like I might actually be able to afford a 2-bedroom if I look hard enough.
A couple of weeks ago, I went to Robert Cauer Violins with Kayla, James and David Valencia and their awesome mom, Julie, to get Kayla and David new cellos. After we did that, we had a pizza/pool party. Kayla was too tired to swim, but David and James and I had a blast in the pool! Have also been there to get a violin for Derek Mayo, a cello for Jason Mayo, a cello for Frida Lizarraga, and more to come. I love that many of my piano students are changing to strings! I hope they stick with it! It's nice to have students who have proven their practice record now playing what I love most to teach them!
Finally got the DVDs from the April 18 recital. They turned out beautifully, thanks to Aileen and Greg, and were worth the wait! I have to figure out how to put some vidcaps on my website from the DVD. Never done that before.
Yesterday, had a lovely lunch with Aileen, Colby (who is in town every Monday and Friday) and Aileen's mom, Louise, who will be returning to Maine on Tuesday. We went to Choza Mama in Burbank - amazing Peruvian restaurant across from NBC.
Remember to watch The Pillars of the Earth on Starz starting July 23! It's going to be brilliant!
On Tuesday, I got some great news. I went to court for my business a few weeks ago and the outcome was entirely favorable, as predicted. This has been a long battle, and I was fairly confident all along, but you never know what a judge will say. Anyway, all is well and I am happy to move forward with a clear head about it.
I am beginning the process of moving to Pasadena, which I've wanted to do for a long time. Have to save quite a bit more money, but now I can see the light at the end of that tunnel. I've wanted out of North Hollywood for several years - it's scary here sometimes and I have a couple of very strange neighbors and there is violence from time to time. Pasadena is nicer, cleaner, safer, beautiful and where I work! I've been perusing rental postings and it looks like I might actually be able to afford a 2-bedroom if I look hard enough.
A couple of weeks ago, I went to Robert Cauer Violins with Kayla, James and David Valencia and their awesome mom, Julie, to get Kayla and David new cellos. After we did that, we had a pizza/pool party. Kayla was too tired to swim, but David and James and I had a blast in the pool! Have also been there to get a violin for Derek Mayo, a cello for Jason Mayo, a cello for Frida Lizarraga, and more to come. I love that many of my piano students are changing to strings! I hope they stick with it! It's nice to have students who have proven their practice record now playing what I love most to teach them!
Finally got the DVDs from the April 18 recital. They turned out beautifully, thanks to Aileen and Greg, and were worth the wait! I have to figure out how to put some vidcaps on my website from the DVD. Never done that before.
Yesterday, had a lovely lunch with Aileen, Colby (who is in town every Monday and Friday) and Aileen's mom, Louise, who will be returning to Maine on Tuesday. We went to Choza Mama in Burbank - amazing Peruvian restaurant across from NBC.
Remember to watch The Pillars of the Earth on Starz starting July 23! It's going to be brilliant!
Sunday, July 4, 2010
July
I have no life. This fourth of July I am alone all weekend. Saw a kid's play yesterday. Today I fixed my toilet. How exciting (read: sarcasm). Colby is on the ship, Aileen is probably with family. My family is 2000 miles away. I'm bored stiff. And how much am I getting done (aside from the aforementioned toilet repair)? Absofrickinlutely nothing. I could be writing up a storm. I could be submitting to agents up a storm. I'm not. I am wallowing in loser-ville and napping more than is healthy. I have 336 facebook friends and nobody to hang out with. Hmmm....
Do you feel like you're waiting for your life to begin? Most people my age have a life - they have a family, at least, and it keeps them from wondering about that because they have shit to do and they accept that as their "life in progress". When you don't have that, you often wonder if this is it? I'm sort of at that point. I'm itching for some sort of major life change. Moving to London keeps coming to mind, but I can't afford it and leaving my business that I've finally got going would be really stupid. Maybe it's that I'm supposed to be a writer. I'll never find out if I don't get off my ass and find an agent. I'm discouraged because only one agent I've submitted to responded (aside from the scam one) at all. I can take rejection - I was an actor for years, and I get that part of the business and it doesn't bother me, but I'm getting NO response. Maybe my e-mail address isn't working or something. I need to explore that.
I'm finally able to start saving up to move to Pasadena. A lottery win would be quite beneficial at this point in time. Whenever I start saving for things, I feel guilty that I'm not paying off bills. But if I don't move to Pasadena and I don't take trips and I don't do things for myself, then I really have no live, and I already don't have a very exciting life as it is. So, the bills trickle down slowly.
I miss acting lately. Wonder if I'll ever be able to do that again on a regular basis? Right now, it's about one tiny project a year. This year was a good one (played an opera singer for a short fiction series reading), although nobody came to see me. Last year, it sucked (bad play in a church basement in Hollywood), but I did get to work with my boy Colby, and that made it worth it. Sometimes I think about finishing my voiceover demo and trying to get into that. I certainly have the voice for voiceovers (and a face for them too). Then again, there's that money thing.
Am not going to make it to Minnesota this summer. My mom will only be there until July 15th, and the flights are now all $500. I don't want to go if she's not there. I miss the cabin though and I'd really like to see my nephews (Zack 12, Rhett 4) and my Grandpa (LeRoy 84), while he's still around. Mom will be coming here twice more before the end of the year, so at least I'll get to see her.
What a bummer I am today. Sorry. Random thoughts...I shouldn't say I haven't been writing. Lately I have been writing some of the back stories behind Jack and Lizzie's tale. You know, things that aren't in the book - their childhoods and some of the events that I had to cut out of the book because it has to be a certain length. It all contributes to the whole. Sorting out how certain things went down in their childhoods is particularly crucial in the second book.
Had a great time Thursday night with my oldest family of students in LA. Kayla, who is 13, plays cello and has been my student for 6 years (1 year piano, 5 years cello). James, who is nearly 11, plays guitar and started with me for the first 3 years (I passed him on to my friend Aleks Peck last summer). David, who is 8-1/2 started cello when he was 4. Kayla and David got new cellos at Robert Cauers and after, they all came over with mom, Julie (I love Julie to death) and we had their lessons, ordered pizza and I went swimming with James and David for an hour or so. I love this family! They sort of remind me of the dynamic between Mom and me and Alden when we were kids. A bit chaotic, crazy, fun. Julie is the one who started the "Cello fund" to help me buy my own cello (which I did a couple Christmases ago). The thing is, I have lots of great families like this that I get to work with every week, but the Valencias are special because they were first, I guess. But my gratitude about being able to work with functional families who are happy and have smart, well-behaved, well-adjusted kids is boundless. They are out there and it gives me hope that there are still people raising kids right, even in Los Angeles. I'm very lucky.
Do you feel like you're waiting for your life to begin? Most people my age have a life - they have a family, at least, and it keeps them from wondering about that because they have shit to do and they accept that as their "life in progress". When you don't have that, you often wonder if this is it? I'm sort of at that point. I'm itching for some sort of major life change. Moving to London keeps coming to mind, but I can't afford it and leaving my business that I've finally got going would be really stupid. Maybe it's that I'm supposed to be a writer. I'll never find out if I don't get off my ass and find an agent. I'm discouraged because only one agent I've submitted to responded (aside from the scam one) at all. I can take rejection - I was an actor for years, and I get that part of the business and it doesn't bother me, but I'm getting NO response. Maybe my e-mail address isn't working or something. I need to explore that.
I'm finally able to start saving up to move to Pasadena. A lottery win would be quite beneficial at this point in time. Whenever I start saving for things, I feel guilty that I'm not paying off bills. But if I don't move to Pasadena and I don't take trips and I don't do things for myself, then I really have no live, and I already don't have a very exciting life as it is. So, the bills trickle down slowly.
I miss acting lately. Wonder if I'll ever be able to do that again on a regular basis? Right now, it's about one tiny project a year. This year was a good one (played an opera singer for a short fiction series reading), although nobody came to see me. Last year, it sucked (bad play in a church basement in Hollywood), but I did get to work with my boy Colby, and that made it worth it. Sometimes I think about finishing my voiceover demo and trying to get into that. I certainly have the voice for voiceovers (and a face for them too). Then again, there's that money thing.
Am not going to make it to Minnesota this summer. My mom will only be there until July 15th, and the flights are now all $500. I don't want to go if she's not there. I miss the cabin though and I'd really like to see my nephews (Zack 12, Rhett 4) and my Grandpa (LeRoy 84), while he's still around. Mom will be coming here twice more before the end of the year, so at least I'll get to see her.
What a bummer I am today. Sorry. Random thoughts...I shouldn't say I haven't been writing. Lately I have been writing some of the back stories behind Jack and Lizzie's tale. You know, things that aren't in the book - their childhoods and some of the events that I had to cut out of the book because it has to be a certain length. It all contributes to the whole. Sorting out how certain things went down in their childhoods is particularly crucial in the second book.
Had a great time Thursday night with my oldest family of students in LA. Kayla, who is 13, plays cello and has been my student for 6 years (1 year piano, 5 years cello). James, who is nearly 11, plays guitar and started with me for the first 3 years (I passed him on to my friend Aleks Peck last summer). David, who is 8-1/2 started cello when he was 4. Kayla and David got new cellos at Robert Cauers and after, they all came over with mom, Julie (I love Julie to death) and we had their lessons, ordered pizza and I went swimming with James and David for an hour or so. I love this family! They sort of remind me of the dynamic between Mom and me and Alden when we were kids. A bit chaotic, crazy, fun. Julie is the one who started the "Cello fund" to help me buy my own cello (which I did a couple Christmases ago). The thing is, I have lots of great families like this that I get to work with every week, but the Valencias are special because they were first, I guess. But my gratitude about being able to work with functional families who are happy and have smart, well-behaved, well-adjusted kids is boundless. They are out there and it gives me hope that there are still people raising kids right, even in Los Angeles. I'm very lucky.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Busy June
Cannot accurately express how much I want to go back to London, so I won't even try!
June has been unexpectedly busy with the end of the school year, trying to schedule all of my students at times that will work for them and me. Several people have told me times that will work, and then changed their schedules, causing me to do a whole lot of rearranging. It's a bit frustrating at times, but it goes with the territory. Anyway, I'm always looking for a few good students, so if you know any, send them to my website for more info.
The bites I got on the book turned out to be a scam. All for the best. When I started doing extended research on that agency and their supposed "sister publisher" (which I thought was fishy from the start), it didn't take long to figure out that it was a scam. I'm not that disappointed. The whole thing seeemed too good to be true. So I am back to submitting to agents - I try to do one a day. It's necessary to research each agency, find the best agent suited to my work within that agency, and read their blog and anything else you can find on that person so that you cater to their tastes. I don't get many responses though - not even rejections. Either it takes longer to get a response than they state on their blogs and websites, or they're ignoring my submissions (or not getting them at all). Most of them give a time frame for if you don't get a response, when to try again. I will look into that.
The Y has changed the swim schedule around. So now instead of going 6 days a week I can only go 4 days a week because my schedule is more daytime in the summer. A bit disappointed about that, but I think I will try to walk around the Rose Bowl the other 2x/week or possibly go to one of the studio exercise classes at the Y (not swim classes).
Went to small claims court yesterday, but the judge needs more time to make a decision about our case. He will mail it to us in a week or so. I am glad that fiasco is nearly over - I was very nervous and I don't get nervous easily! Aileen was supportive as always and spent the whole day with me (I love Aileen!) And several others who couldn't be there with me needed immediate play-by-plays. My dad, who has a habit of not listening to me carefully when I tell him things, unsurprisingly misunderstood the entire case. Precisely why I am always very vague about whatever is going on in my life. He's not listening anyway. Anyway, I'm hoping once that situation is resolved, I can finally work on moving over to Pasadena!
My summer orchestra is cancelled this year, but they say next year they are doing a musical. Hmmm......
Need to find an outlet for doing some acting. I think I'll start picking up Backstage West and see if there's some theatre auditions I can go for. Of course it would help to have a headshot that's less than 10 years old! I'll see what I can do about that cheaply.
You can still view the first 2 chapters of "Strings Attached" at Worthy of Publishing.
Was working on writing the second book in the series, but in the last 10 days, I've been too stressed out about the court thing and in the last few days, preparing for it, so I haven't been writing. Now I will get back to that. Here is a teaser from book 2:
“I think it’s time I met your family,” Jack Franklin said to the love of his life, Elizabeth Hennessey.
She scoffed. “Why?”
“You’ve met my family!” he reminded her. For two blissful weeks over the holidays, they went to Jack’s family estate near Reading in Berkshire in England. “When is the last time you talked to them?”
“I talked to Dad last month for about a minute.”
“And the others?”
She shook her head.
Jack couldn’t imagine having so little contact with his family. “You haven’t seen him in how long?”
“Last summer. And you haven’t seen your family in three months either.”
“Lizzie!” He clicked his tongue. “I can’t imagine that, you know. Not seeing your family on purpose.”
“Well…you like your family.”
“You really don’t like any of them? Why not?”
Elizabeth sighed and played with her sandwich. “I’ve already told you a lot about them. My mom isn’t nice, and my dad is a pushover; my little sister is a troublemaker, Charlie is completely withdrawn and aloof, and Will’s in Denver at school and he’s a stuck-up snob. I don’t really get along with any of them except Dad.”
“They all seem to have glaring faults, don’t they?”
She grimaced at his implication. “I don’t have anything in common with any of them.”
“None of them are musicians like us?”
“I think Charlie plays a little guitar. But no.”
“So, they’re not like you; they don’t like music. Don’t they have any redeeming qualities?”
She stared at him and stated, “You think I’m judging them.”
“Yeah, a bit. Even murderers have something you can like about them.”
“Oh, don’t even say that,” she scoffed.
“It’s true.”
“Yes, but at the very least that makes my mother less likeable than a murderer!”
“There’s got to be something about her you like.”
“No. I really can’t stand her.”
“Do you love her?”
“Of course, she’s my mother but that doesn’t mean I have to like her. We have nothing in common, she’s rude, she’s abusive, manipulative, condescending, miserable, cheating, horrible, back-stabbing, slut, whore…” she let her voice trail away and took a deep breath to regroup. This was the first time she let herself get riled up over her mother in front of Jack. She looked into his eyes, finding a flood of concern there and felt a wave of shame. She never wanted to be a person who hates, but when it came to her mother, she couldn’t help herself. Every encounter she now had with the woman drove her deeper into her animosity, so she avoided her like the plague. “She’s…” she hesitated. Talking about it brought it to the surface, where misery lived in consciousness. She preferred to keep her misery in her subconscious.
He felt guilty for pressing her. “You don’t have to talk about it, Lizzie. I can see you don’t want to.”
“No, I don’t,” she admitted, and looked away.
“I’m sorry if I’m pressuring you,” he offered, touching her cheek with his thumb.
“It’s all right. You’re just curious, and rightfully.”
“I really want to meet them. It’s part of this intense desire I have to know everything about you.” He smiled.
She returned his smile.
“Do you like your dad?”
“He’s all right.”
“Let’s invite him to my recital.”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because he would find out I’m playing cello again.” She couldn’t let her parents find out, especially her mother.
“I think you should tell him. I just have this strange feeling he’d support you.”
“You’ve never even met him!”
“I know but I just have a feeling.”
She gazed at him quizzically for a moment. “Let’s have him for dinner.”
“Okay.” He lit up.
“Just Dad. And you have to cook. We don’t want to poison him. Not because it’d be bad for him, but Mom would kill me.”
June has been unexpectedly busy with the end of the school year, trying to schedule all of my students at times that will work for them and me. Several people have told me times that will work, and then changed their schedules, causing me to do a whole lot of rearranging. It's a bit frustrating at times, but it goes with the territory. Anyway, I'm always looking for a few good students, so if you know any, send them to my website for more info.
The bites I got on the book turned out to be a scam. All for the best. When I started doing extended research on that agency and their supposed "sister publisher" (which I thought was fishy from the start), it didn't take long to figure out that it was a scam. I'm not that disappointed. The whole thing seeemed too good to be true. So I am back to submitting to agents - I try to do one a day. It's necessary to research each agency, find the best agent suited to my work within that agency, and read their blog and anything else you can find on that person so that you cater to their tastes. I don't get many responses though - not even rejections. Either it takes longer to get a response than they state on their blogs and websites, or they're ignoring my submissions (or not getting them at all). Most of them give a time frame for if you don't get a response, when to try again. I will look into that.
The Y has changed the swim schedule around. So now instead of going 6 days a week I can only go 4 days a week because my schedule is more daytime in the summer. A bit disappointed about that, but I think I will try to walk around the Rose Bowl the other 2x/week or possibly go to one of the studio exercise classes at the Y (not swim classes).
Went to small claims court yesterday, but the judge needs more time to make a decision about our case. He will mail it to us in a week or so. I am glad that fiasco is nearly over - I was very nervous and I don't get nervous easily! Aileen was supportive as always and spent the whole day with me (I love Aileen!) And several others who couldn't be there with me needed immediate play-by-plays. My dad, who has a habit of not listening to me carefully when I tell him things, unsurprisingly misunderstood the entire case. Precisely why I am always very vague about whatever is going on in my life. He's not listening anyway. Anyway, I'm hoping once that situation is resolved, I can finally work on moving over to Pasadena!
My summer orchestra is cancelled this year, but they say next year they are doing a musical. Hmmm......
Need to find an outlet for doing some acting. I think I'll start picking up Backstage West and see if there's some theatre auditions I can go for. Of course it would help to have a headshot that's less than 10 years old! I'll see what I can do about that cheaply.
You can still view the first 2 chapters of "Strings Attached" at Worthy of Publishing.
Was working on writing the second book in the series, but in the last 10 days, I've been too stressed out about the court thing and in the last few days, preparing for it, so I haven't been writing. Now I will get back to that. Here is a teaser from book 2:
“I think it’s time I met your family,” Jack Franklin said to the love of his life, Elizabeth Hennessey.
She scoffed. “Why?”
“You’ve met my family!” he reminded her. For two blissful weeks over the holidays, they went to Jack’s family estate near Reading in Berkshire in England. “When is the last time you talked to them?”
“I talked to Dad last month for about a minute.”
“And the others?”
She shook her head.
Jack couldn’t imagine having so little contact with his family. “You haven’t seen him in how long?”
“Last summer. And you haven’t seen your family in three months either.”
“Lizzie!” He clicked his tongue. “I can’t imagine that, you know. Not seeing your family on purpose.”
“Well…you like your family.”
“You really don’t like any of them? Why not?”
Elizabeth sighed and played with her sandwich. “I’ve already told you a lot about them. My mom isn’t nice, and my dad is a pushover; my little sister is a troublemaker, Charlie is completely withdrawn and aloof, and Will’s in Denver at school and he’s a stuck-up snob. I don’t really get along with any of them except Dad.”
“They all seem to have glaring faults, don’t they?”
She grimaced at his implication. “I don’t have anything in common with any of them.”
“None of them are musicians like us?”
“I think Charlie plays a little guitar. But no.”
“So, they’re not like you; they don’t like music. Don’t they have any redeeming qualities?”
She stared at him and stated, “You think I’m judging them.”
“Yeah, a bit. Even murderers have something you can like about them.”
“Oh, don’t even say that,” she scoffed.
“It’s true.”
“Yes, but at the very least that makes my mother less likeable than a murderer!”
“There’s got to be something about her you like.”
“No. I really can’t stand her.”
“Do you love her?”
“Of course, she’s my mother but that doesn’t mean I have to like her. We have nothing in common, she’s rude, she’s abusive, manipulative, condescending, miserable, cheating, horrible, back-stabbing, slut, whore…” she let her voice trail away and took a deep breath to regroup. This was the first time she let herself get riled up over her mother in front of Jack. She looked into his eyes, finding a flood of concern there and felt a wave of shame. She never wanted to be a person who hates, but when it came to her mother, she couldn’t help herself. Every encounter she now had with the woman drove her deeper into her animosity, so she avoided her like the plague. “She’s…” she hesitated. Talking about it brought it to the surface, where misery lived in consciousness. She preferred to keep her misery in her subconscious.
He felt guilty for pressing her. “You don’t have to talk about it, Lizzie. I can see you don’t want to.”
“No, I don’t,” she admitted, and looked away.
“I’m sorry if I’m pressuring you,” he offered, touching her cheek with his thumb.
“It’s all right. You’re just curious, and rightfully.”
“I really want to meet them. It’s part of this intense desire I have to know everything about you.” He smiled.
She returned his smile.
“Do you like your dad?”
“He’s all right.”
“Let’s invite him to my recital.”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because he would find out I’m playing cello again.” She couldn’t let her parents find out, especially her mother.
“I think you should tell him. I just have this strange feeling he’d support you.”
“You’ve never even met him!”
“I know but I just have a feeling.”
She gazed at him quizzically for a moment. “Let’s have him for dinner.”
“Okay.” He lit up.
“Just Dad. And you have to cook. We don’t want to poison him. Not because it’d be bad for him, but Mom would kill me.”
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Agent bites (in a good way)!
I have so much to tell! An agency I submitted to about 2 weeks ago likes my work, and has read it and wants to represent me. This agency also has a sister-partnership with a publishing company that publishes about 90% of what the agency submits. I am in the process of researching the publishing company as well as the agency and awaiting a contract from the agent. The contract can be termintated after 90 days of no sell, or after a year. Also, I have to get a professional critique of the book (which I have to pay for), and as I read up on this process, I see that this is normal. Once upon a time, agencies did this for you, but now they focus on selling your book and contract out the critiques. A friend from college's sister is a book editor and I am talking to her about doing the critique, and I will also take a referral from the agency and compare them.
I have put the first 2 chapters of my book online at http://www.worthyofpublishing.com/book.asp?book_ID=11393. Feel free to read it and comment/rate what you read (you have to register to comment/rate). You can also send me comments personally. I am always open to constructive criticism and am interested in many "eyes" seeing this work and offering their perspectives.
I have been processing all of this information about book 1 that I haven't spent much time on book 2 lately. Also, I'm at a bit of a standstill because I need to do some research about the part of the book I'm on before I can go on.
On a more personal note, I'm getting frustrated that all my hard work in the pool isn't making a dent in me. As much as I like swimming and I certainly feel different, I feel like I should be making some progress. The only progress made was from all the walking in London last month and honestly, my legs/feet/knees can't take that on a regular basis. I was taking a constant stream of ibuprofen by the end of the week and could still barely walk to the gate at Heathrow when I left.
I am coming to the conclusion that I'm going to have to just wait until 2014 when I can get health insurance and have gastric bypass or lap band. Unfortuately, this means 4 more years of being alone and being past the point of hope of ever having a kid (I will be too old then). I guess I'm not meant for that.
Going to small claims court on June 22. Should be interesting.
Recommended viewing: http://www.the-pillars-of-the-earth.tv/ on Starz Channel. This is an 8-hour miniseries of the book by Ken Follett. It's an amazing book and promises to be an amazing series as well! And of course, it features an impossibly hot monk!
I have put the first 2 chapters of my book online at http://www.worthyofpublishing.com/book.asp?book_ID=11393. Feel free to read it and comment/rate what you read (you have to register to comment/rate). You can also send me comments personally. I am always open to constructive criticism and am interested in many "eyes" seeing this work and offering their perspectives.
I have been processing all of this information about book 1 that I haven't spent much time on book 2 lately. Also, I'm at a bit of a standstill because I need to do some research about the part of the book I'm on before I can go on.
On a more personal note, I'm getting frustrated that all my hard work in the pool isn't making a dent in me. As much as I like swimming and I certainly feel different, I feel like I should be making some progress. The only progress made was from all the walking in London last month and honestly, my legs/feet/knees can't take that on a regular basis. I was taking a constant stream of ibuprofen by the end of the week and could still barely walk to the gate at Heathrow when I left.
I am coming to the conclusion that I'm going to have to just wait until 2014 when I can get health insurance and have gastric bypass or lap band. Unfortuately, this means 4 more years of being alone and being past the point of hope of ever having a kid (I will be too old then). I guess I'm not meant for that.
Going to small claims court on June 22. Should be interesting.
Recommended viewing: http://www.the-pillars-of-the-earth.tv/ on Starz Channel. This is an 8-hour miniseries of the book by Ken Follett. It's an amazing book and promises to be an amazing series as well! And of course, it features an impossibly hot monk!
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